Lately I've been pretty overwhelmed just thinking about all the changes going on in my life. Coming back from Guatemala I was faced with so many changes: with my friends, family, church, school, everything. For the first week I barely even talked because it was just too hard to deal with it all. Now that I've adjusted a little bit to those things, I have started thinking about all the other changes coming up in my life.
In October I am planning my first college visit. It's all becoming real to me that I'm really growing up. Sometimes I have to think about getting in the car-it's even unreal that I can drive whoever, whenever, wherever I want. All my life all I've wanted is to grow up. Now that it's happening, I'm not sure how I feel about it.
I'm really excited for all the things to come in my life. I'm more confused than I've ever been about what God's plans are, but atleast I can be more obedient without too many expectations. College is a mystery, and I know leaving will be very bittersweet, but I can't wait for the experience. I know I've got a year still before any of that happens, but sending in applications and planning visits is making it all more real. God is good, and I can't wait to see what He does with this life!
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